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That buhl raised a bitch
I still rember I beat the dawg shit outta his son in his apartments LOL LMAO all them dead folks bitches
losing you still has not been easy, missing you so much i love you with every breath i take forever and always on my mind . cant wait to see you in the light someday
my first true love of my life
It will be 3 weeks coming up soon that you left this earth. Not a single day has gone by that i have not thought of you. I still cant believe your gone. august 31 1998 was the day we met after the first day of middle school at bh. I still remember what you were wering that day your blue matching silk polo outfit and on your bike lol.. The first time we kissed out front of my place on the side walk. The first time we were together, All the times after school we would spend together, so many long talks staying up late. I have so many memories of our first years spent together. Then came our marriage november 12 2000, The best day of my life being sweet 16 and married to you becoming mrs todd peszlen i felt like nothing could stop the love between you and me. I was high on the love you gave me and the feeling was like no feeling in the world. I was blessed to be your wife. Our first apartment followed several weeks later. It definitely wasnt the best spot lol,but at 16 years old and the love we shared it didnt matter all that mattered was i was able to wake up in the morning next to you and fall asleep in your arms each night that followed. and the look in your eyes at me just amazed me everyday. our love grew stronger as time passed by. And then the time came we welcomed our first born son into this world Todd daniel peszlen jr, What joy we had to know we could create a tiny little person, a little bit of you and a little bit of me as a whole. I sure do remember us talking about how we had made this special little guy between the two of us and the love of 2 became a family of 3. Everything in our life just couldnt be more perfect then what it was. We saw the world as everything we hoped for marriage,home,a child, love. In the next few more years we had some ups and some downs like any marraige could but we stuck together thru it all. Then followed our second born son Chase matthew Peszlen seven years later after the first. He was just as perfect as the first again we couldnt believe what we made together thru our love for eachother. We became a family of 4. It was crazy to think we had two boys to raise together.Chase was special he grew up to be sweet kind loving adorable, He has a heart of gold and would do anything for anybody. I really miss seeing the rough housing around at home with the boys they always loved their daddy. They were daddys special buddies miss going to the parks during nice weather and trying to get chase to go down the slide he was always so scared to go by him self lol.. You would stand at the bottom and tell him you would catch him. And eventually he went down that slide with no fear cause he knew dad was there with a big smile. I miss them days so darn much. Skip to a few more years we always talked about wanting a baby girl what would she look like what would we name her how would she fit into this family we created with all boys lol.. Then the day came I remember geting that ultra sound and finding out we were having a little girl. I almost wanted to tell you it was a boy just to see your face but i couldnt do that lol. We were so excited to have a baby girl what joy it was to know that our final child was going to be a princess perfect way to complete our family of 5. Naming her was a big deal she had to have just the right name for us. We needed something special and something that stood out after about 7 or 8 months pregnant we decided to name her Kayla belle peszlen (belle) after you grandmother who passed on a few years back. It was the perfect match first middle last name everything just clicked perfectly.Then the day she came she was just as beautiful as we thought she would be, blond hair blue eyed baby girl such a wonderful felling it was. You were so happy you always called kayla your little mammas and chase was your best buddy in the whole world. They loved the special names you called them. Well this is just small pieces of my memories i have and i promise you with all of my heart our 3 children will grow up knowing how much you loved them. We will honor you always and forever. I am so grateful to have all these years of memories of you. I will cherish them until the end of my days. Now i guess i must live life without you and move on its going to be so hard sometimes it feels impossible to do but i just look at our 3 babies and know i have to give them a life that they deserve. a life you would want them to have so this i promise you i will do as long as i live. I will always love you forever and i know you will look down and be proud of the mother i am to them. Rest in peace my love you will always be with me everywhere i go. sweet dreams my love goodnight never goodby in my heart
Todd Daniel Peszlen
Todd you will be missed by so many, still can't believe that your gone. You left this earth way to young, Leaving a beautiful family behind. You will be Missed by all of your Family & Friends. You are in all of our hearts, R.I.P. My sweet nephew.
my love of my life
I miss you so much I miss your smile I miss your laugh I miss your voice I miss talking to you You will always be in my heart 16 years of marriage 3 beautiful children you gave me the world on a silver platter Ill keep you alive in my heart in our children in my memories. Rest easy my love till i see you on the other side. good bye my sweet love...