You Were My Brother

You were my big brother. The last time I saw you, I was 16 years old. I am now 55. For many years, I have wondered about you. The day I found out of your death, the tears would not cease. I was able to forgive you for the things you did the morning our mother died. I want you to rest well, in the wind. I didn't get the chance to say goodbye. But, I know I will see you again, to say hello. RIParadise, big brother. I love you.