My cousin!

You may have been my dads first cousin but. ... we were and are so much more a like. I miss our talks. I miss you. You I feel did what you needed to do in a world where many people don't like or even get us. You went your whole life trying to be happy in a world where it was impossible. Love ha what is that. I know I loved you very much but as you knew my life suffers with its own controlling factors. No not drugs or whatever people want to believe but you got it. But now your in heaven with my daddy and now I have four beautiful wonderful people looking out for me. You , my dad , my nonni and my titzi ro ro. For that I'm blessed but damn how I wish you all were here. Rest in peace my sweet cousin. No more fighting for love no more hurting. And when u visit me in my dreams I'll be waiting. Xoxo