A poem to my Godson

We were kids not too long ago. It seems like yesterday, I watched us grow. Whoever thought that you would pass and leave this planet just way too fast. Not one moment to say good bye, not even a hug, or sigh. Only tears remain on my face that's stained to remind me that it's truly a shame. No encore,no hip hop hooray. Just a memory of yesterday, needless to say. You're not coming back, no not this day. When the Master called, you came right away. Not another minute, hour or day would I want you to even stay. It's hard for all that you left behind, but trust me my love we all will be just fine. Tears today. and broken hearts I can say, we won't mourn as if you have gone away. God gave us a promise through his Son JESUS , he gave us eternal life . So rest on until the Master calls us home. because of His Son we will never be alone.

My god Son. I love you Kyle

.My Beautiful Boy, It just seem like yesterday we held you as a baby. Then one day you grew up to be this giant..a gentle one at that. I wanted to be their way more than I cold have. Even though I was miles away,you were always close to my heart. All of you. ( auntie Marion) aka mom mom Pop pop aka (Uncle Harold) Duron Deb, Dwight, Jay Brandon Damien, and of corse mommy. My second family when ever I was in Philly. My love for you was and always will be more than the sand on the beaches and on the ocean floor counted a thousand times over.I will miss you forever and a day. May you alway be my guiding spirit that protects. Until we meet again on that distance shore. I will always find my way to you.

I remember sitting with Kyle and Pam at Neshaminy park relaying the story of my life with the purpose of giving him hope for his future. I wanted him to realize he wasn't alone in his struggles. I still see his face as he listened intently and thanked me for imparting my own very personal demons. I will see you again..........

Osceola, Blue Sky Bear, Kyleg

God knows you by all your names. God sings over you with songs of joy, because you are the son in whom our Father is well pleased. ...and when you visit your mom, remember to leave a sweet scent so that she will know that it is you. You are forever missed...
Love Princess Stingy Butt aka Marjie

Our teddy bear

Kyle, there are so many great memories with you. Being around you always put a smile on my face. Falling into your hugs was like nothing else. That big beautiful smile, it lit up a room and it lit up my heart. I have this great connection where I was always able to talk with you. We could talk about anything and it would end in a smile. You you left an imprint on me and I believe on anyone whoever had the pleasure to know you. I love you forever

Gentle Giant

Born and given his native name OSCEOLA by my father Jesse James. Ascended ceremony 9-25 and given his new name BLUE SKY BEAR by my TAINO elder chief Redhawk. I will miss your physical body but I know you are always with me-Love Mommy