I love you mom. You have always been my best friend and always will be. I know you know I miss you like crazy. Words could never express the full extent of what I feel without you here. I miss you.

Someone to be missed

i can't stand being on this earth without you i don't think anyone can we all miss you grandma i love you.

my mother

i miss u soo much mom i just found this site and started to cry i just wish u were here right now i cant stand not seeing u every day and im sooo sorry for the way i treeted u i should have lissoned to u i feel like im the one that killed u because of my actions and i was all ways dissapointing u i wish i was a better son but i treated u like crap im sooo sorry mom plz forgive me i love u

A friend til the end

Hello Denise, I have been sadden by this news it was BJ who showed this site to me. My heart is so heavy as I remember all the tears that we shed together. I Miss you so much and I know that we will see each other again only that time we will not have any aches nor pains nor heart aches or sorrow. I love you, Catherine Cooper

hi grand ma i love you

grandma

grandma i love u i have always called you grandma and always will no one can replace you

grandma

grandma i love u i have always called you grandma and always will no one can replace you

i remember

i remember when you told me that if you color the same way it will look a lot better thin if you color in different ways i will always remember you and what you did for me and destinee Christian Sophie and Gracie i LOVE you

Hi mom i'm crying right now looking at your pictures. i miss you so much and it hurts so bad every day. i truely wish i could have just 1 more day with you.You have always been my best friend. not a single second goes by that i dont think of you. I LOVE U MOM

My best friend.

Well one of my favorite memories was the day i found out i was preg. with my first child. Just for fun my mom thought she would take a test too, never expecting she would also be preg. from that first day our due date was the same day even when we had ultrasounds. The due date would slightly change as the babies grew. The Dr. even had the nerve to ask if it was the same father, lol.
We both started having contractions at the same time. Just as i got done having one hers would start. Her poor boyfriend didn't know what to do, he just bounced from me to her lol. I ended up going to the hospital the day we moved to Big Bear. From Big Bear they sent me to Loma Linda. My mom drove to the hospital to see how i was before driving herself to our Dr. in Santa Ana. I gave birth to my daughter Destinee Aug. 26th 1999. 15 hours later on Aug 27th 1999 my brother Brett was born. It was an awesome experience, not only being pregnant but being pregnant with my mom. I was a problem child from around 15 till i found out i was preg. My mom was the last person I would talk to or share my feelings with during that time. Like any other teen I thought my mom was just trying to control me and i hated it. but once we got preg. we got closer. Naturally that happens anyway with mother's and daughter's when the daughter gets preg. but it was extra special for me because we were both going thru it together. Our relationship got stronger every day. Over the years my mom became my BEST FRIEND, someone i could never imagine living without. We talked as friends i told her Everything. When she needed to she went MOM on me and put me in my place when i was doing wrong. But she never turned her back on me even through the worst part of my drug addiction through my rock bottom. She was there to help bring me back up. She loved me and encouraged me every step of the way. One thing she raised me to believe is that there is "Nothing i can not do" not only did she tell me that she made sure i believed it. I don't know where i would be if i didn't have her as a mother. now that she is gone i find myself lost at times in thought. wondering was she proud of me? was she upset with me for any reason at all for any little thing b4 she passed? I know i was not perfect, nobody is. the day b4 she passed i was able to see her in the hospital and talk to her. i was the strongest i ever had to be i my life that day. i held back the tears and refused to let her see me cry. i didnt want to upset her and stress her out in any way that day. but now i wonder if i would hve showed her how truly broken i was inside thinking about loosing her, would it have made a difference? would it somehow have made her fight harder to stay? i miss my mom, my friend, most of all my hero. I love you mom.